西元2008年07月29日
Naming Beans
I'm planting something.I'm planning it la..
Seven little beans in a row, naming:
Aislinn (Dream)
Evangeline (Good News)
Fabiola (BEANS!)
Jacey (Healer)
Kalista (Most Beautiful)
Raina (Queen)
Zora (Sunrise)
hahahahahhahahaaa
just some pieces of stupid idea..
but i think i'll plant it.
Definitely...
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西元2008年07月17日
心情转变台
今天心情本来还瞒OK的。真的。早上起来没有去学校，然后整个早上就是读书，看ANIME，读书，吃，读书。心情很愉快。下午也不错，去补习的时候觉得化学和生物学优点相似，对Chemistry for consumer这一课有点喜欢，因为简单。吃了晚餐之后去了补习，整个脑袋已经有点累。是啊，一整天都在读书吧，我。高级数学很好玩，很挑战，很累人。
加孟说恭喜他。突然觉得很压力。我是没有办法做到他酱好的。从以前到现在我都知道。我只是很努力在超越他，但是好象怎么追都不能超越。不想让人有＂他是老大自然比较优秀＂的感觉，但是他却真的很优秀，从来都没有机会让我超越。现在终于有了。我可以在SPM超越他。但是努力的同时，他却拿到了一个我大概永远都拿不到的成就。我知道我不可能拿到。我认识我自己。知道我自己的程度和水准。
加孟说了一句话。＂等你拿到band ６才来讲啦。＂
我永远都拿不到啦！永远都不可能的好不好？我连1119都不懂能A吗你怎么可能预料我拿到？！气馁中。我这样的英文水准，怎么能够拿到那些东西呢。亲爱的孟孟，你太看好我了。
他是我最难超越的对手。个性方面如此，待人处世如此，成绩如此，运动如此，品位如此，连那些叽哩吧啦的鸟知识他都有很多。这些都是我没有的。为了证明自己和他一样好，或是说大一点，证明自己比他好，我总是在努力。一直一直在努力，却只能够在远远的地方巴望。
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西元2008年07月16日
Sadness...??
Read Jin Zou Shi (dunno how to translate) yesterday night. A sad story, with no clear ending. OK fine, im ok with it, except for the part where Qi Ling disappears and the part where Ming Feng sees Chen Xue's granddaughter's little toes. (Tsumari, Ying Jun's great granddaughter) haha i almost cry when i read those sad parts. sob sob..
and then today.. went to cruncyroll and saw they uploaded L Change the World. Its actually quite old la, but nvm, a good movie is always worth watching. I watched it and change my mind. i change from Light to L.Lawliet! haha L is so so so so so so cute~~ Ednless MOENESS for L. i love it when maki put her head on L's shoulder and L looks so blur and dunno wat to do. XDXD wat was on my mind was: i also want to do that!!! resting my head on L's shoulder and laugh when he look so blur.. KYAAAA~~~~ XD i am going to drown in Moeness.
but the ending is too sad. Watari, i wish i can live longer in this world... AWWW....
Near is the next L i think, that was wat Tze xin told me just now when we talked bout that. Near likes to play with... CARDS? or pencils? i am not sure.. hmm... well thats after SPM d la.
LOL i am soo into MAKI X L pair. and L hugged Maki on the plane. Heartwarming~ LOVE YOU ALWAYS L!
two nice sad stories in my head. BUT WHY ON EARTH DO I FELL SO EXCITED??
well maybe of the moeness of L... L~~dakishimetai~~(i wanna hug you~~)
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西元2008年07月15日
怡晴蝶恋
这是我和蝶的一个念头。关于梦想的一个念头。
每天都在脑海里面转的梦想:
一个医生在下班后在家里的工作室里整理病例，然后准备晚餐，自己一个人吃或是一家人一起吃都没有关系。饭后整理屋子，然后作自己喜欢的东西。弹钢琴，看动 漫，上网，或者单纯享受，然后睡觉之前读点书，增进自己的知识。周末去学一些很想学的东西，象是陶艺或手工，可以放上自己专有的网页拍卖，认识新朋友。课 后去看看自己的第二间屋子，一间专门收留野猫，请人来照料的屋子。看看是否有新的住课，大家都还好吗？然后准备食物，在那边睡觉。星期天中午和猫们道别， 回到妈妈那边，和妈妈一起去喝茶聊天。星期天的晚上是和朋友门一起过的。回到和朋友合开的店里，看看生意怎样，可以去厨房帮忙，或找朋友聊天。星期一到 五，有一个晚上会去店里过，一个在猫屋里过。生活很充实，很快乐，薪水很高（这最重要！）
我时常都会在作这样的梦想。是一种无法否定的推动力。推动我读书，累了又会继续发梦。然后又卯足劲读书。所以最近梦得特别多，也特别迟睡。所以去到学校就装死了。
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西元2008年07月11日
笨蛋
剩下一个小时准，距离SPM就只剩下122天。紧张的情绪却有点松懈。最近老是想写些什么东西，幻想啊，小说啊，什么都好。但是每次面对电脑却懒得打字。就酱任想法在脑海里泛滥的滚烫。久了想法就这样不见了，又恢复轻松的心情。只是音乐就听多了。
去一个BA学校的陌生人的friendster profile看了，有关于他们输了的照片。然后竟然说我们骄傲。当场狠狠的取笑了她。管她看不看得到。VJ说有人在化学补习的名单上写一些关于我学校戏剧队的丑闻。当然是自己编出来的。只是一场比赛，你们真的太那个啦。看小你们啦。
真的很想取笑你们。
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西元2008年07月10日
Taking A Quiz?
Your Existing Situation
Sensitive; needs esthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm intimacy.Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. Her control of her sensual instincts restricts her ability to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and allow herself to merge with another. This disturbs her. as such instincts are regarded as weaknesses to be overcome; she feels that only by continued self-restraint can she hope to maintain her attitude of individual superiority. Wants to be loved or admired for herself alone; needs attention, recognition, and the esteem of others.Your Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.
Your Desired Objective
Intense, vital, and animated, taking a delight in action. Activity is directed towards success or conquest and there is a desire to live life to the fullest.Your Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity.Your Actual Problem #2
Takes a delight in action and wants to be respected and esteemed for her personal accomplishments.Hey, believe me this is extremely accurate!
When i read it i was like, OMG how can this be happening?! the Internet knows me better than my ownself! At first i was just roaming around, finding things to do and i entered karmen's blog. then i suddenly remembered a test he told me quite some time before, and i start searching for it. this is it, the colourquiz @ here.
The stress source is just way too accurate. It explains me. Aww i am like standing in front of everyone naked now. Aiya whatever la. This is the actual me after all.
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西元2008年07月05日
Fresh brew of the dayXD
I'll describe today by using a term: Andante! Which means at a walking speed. SO it's actually relaxing.
I went to Joo's house to study Sej, but it ended up three of us eating more than studying. I brought my tea set, and we drank genmai.. i drank A LOT. so on the way back, i suggest to mom that i'll bring the tea set to school tomorrow. A stupid idea. Mom says i should use tea bags instead. But have you ever see ppl selling genmai tea bags? Never. then mom says i can make my own!
and so, instead of using these:
I bought some empty tea bags (RM 0.15 per packet, you can find it at the chinese med store near my house),
Put some Genmai tea leaves inside,
and sew it up!
I'm not really good in those sewing kind of stuff, but it's actually FUN! and i make three bags using the combination of yellow thread and blue thread!
Haha, i actually wanted to sew a pattern out of it, but then i am worried that the tea will have less space to swim (=_=|||). And so!
Tomorrow is a big day of tea bag and a cup of fresh brew genmai!
Have a nice day, minna!
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西元2008年07月04日
介绍纯音乐-Honey and Clover
想看蜂蜜与四叶草－真人版本的朋友，我还是介绍你先看看动漫版本。因为当你先看了真人版本，感动和就会少了一半又一半。真的。因为：
１，故事不够完整
２，内心对白不够多
３，许多很真实的场面失去了真实性
所以，我还是建议你们去看看动漫版本，在来看真人版本。以下是介绍一点动漫版本里面的背景音乐。每次听都好想掉泪的音乐。哦对了，还有
４，音乐不够感人
Yamanai Ame，不会停止的雨。有点悲伤。最近很喜欢这首歌，让我想起那个我最爱的摩天轮。多么的漂亮，却是那么的悲伤。像在成长中欢呼的同时也在代价中叹息一样。
Koi no Katachi, Ai no Katachi，恋的形状，爱的形状。明明就是说明爱情的形状的歌曲，却是那么的扭曲。不过听多两次，你会觉得，原来很完美。也许就象爱情给人的感觉。一开始接触，大家都不是很成熟，于是比较贪心，想要从他／她身上得到很多的开心和幸福。于是扭曲，于是变形。但是后来，大家都长大了，得失也不再那么计较，所以世界一下子变宽敞了。
Yotsuba no Clover,四叶的Clover。属于比较温暖的歌曲。很清晰，闭上眼睛就可以看见一大片的四叶草原，我们都平躺在中间，风吹过，天空很湛蓝。偶尔的白云，偶尔的飞鸟，偶尔的满足，偶尔的平静心情。喜欢钢琴和大提琴的配搭。
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